mY very FirsT time....

The feeling was so bad i had to cry, gosh...it was so painful....GASTRIC??!!! bt i had lunch, the nurse say probably was STRESS and i bet you my job can b stressfull, cos after lunch i had a lot things to prepare for event on Monday and i was panickin at times as the event targets 600+ ppl for d 2 say event and yeah...was havin tummyache at around 4sumthg tot is juz normal pain to shit, bt problem i reach home and i Cant SHIT..so drank water, find fruits 2 eat and slept on bed....PRoblem is i cant sleep..pain was unbearable and had 2 go hospital at 7plus, had some white toothpaste taste liquid force down my throat and then a jab..went bak had poridge bt i oso cant finish it had to go on bed and try 2 sleep, 1minute pain like hell d next wasnt dat pain bt i noe i teared alot....Sorry la, i can cry if its painful..then i ignore my baby whole nite...i am sorry and i felt bad cos its our 2nd monthniversary and i realy want 2 talk 2 her...she mean so much 2 me...dats y i am awake now cos i feel bad....sorry baby